Small, scared, alone.
Where is my mama?
Small, scared, alone.
Where am I?
Small, scared, alone.
My head hurts.
Small, scared, alone.
I can not remember.
Small, scared, alone.
Cold, musty walls.
Small, scared, alone.
A smelly cot.
Small scared, alone.
A bare light bulb.
Small, scared, alone.
An opening door.
Small, scared, alone.
A stranger walks in.
Small, scared, surprised.
Forced from this room.
Small, scared, worried.
Slapped for my question.
Small, scared, hurt.
A new red dress.
Small, scared, worried.
A bunch of strange men.
Small, scared, hopeful.
Is there a friendly face?
Small, scared, waiting.
A room with a big bed.
Small, scared, waiting.
Thrown on the bed.
Small, scared, worried.
Naked man crushing.
Small, scared, fighting.
Slapped around, bloody face.
Small, scared, crying.
Searing pain, private places.
Small, scared, agony.
Left alone on bed.
Small, scared, crying.
Another John on the bed.
Small, scared, angry.
Raped again, fifth time tonight.
Small, scared, broken.
A month gone by.
Small, broken, shamed.
No dream left in mind.
Small, broken, shamed.
Childhood gone, no longer a person.
Small, broken, shamed.
No hope for a child stolen.
Showing posts with label children. Show all posts
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Monday, May 28, 2012
Friday, September 2, 2011
A Place for Caleb
Last night we went to a stable where they specialize in thearpy with horses. I pray that this will give Caleb something positive to focus on. He did not seem that excited about it last night, but that is often the case with new places and new things. It seems to take him a while to warm up to the idea of change. I worry about his future. We all know how often things can change without any warning at all. How would Caleb be able to handle himself in that kind of a situation?
All of this is so new for me. I always knew Caleb was special and different from other children, but I always thought he would grow out of it. I never really understood that this is something he will have to deal with his entire life.
God blessed me with these two wonderful children to take care of. Aidan with his cerebral palsy and anxiety, and Caleb with his issues. I know God does not make mistakes, and that I am strong enough to help both of these beautiful boys. Now would be nice if my head would believe what my heart already knows.
All of this is so new for me. I always knew Caleb was special and different from other children, but I always thought he would grow out of it. I never really understood that this is something he will have to deal with his entire life.
God blessed me with these two wonderful children to take care of. Aidan with his cerebral palsy and anxiety, and Caleb with his issues. I know God does not make mistakes, and that I am strong enough to help both of these beautiful boys. Now would be nice if my head would believe what my heart already knows.