A Place for Caleb

Last night we went to a stable where they specialize in thearpy with horses. I pray that this will give Caleb something positive to focus on. He did not seem that excited about it last night, but that is often the case with new places and new things. It seems to take him a while to warm up to the idea of change. I worry about his future. We all know how often things can change without any warning at all. How would Caleb be able to handle himself in that kind of a situation?

All of this is so new for me. I always knew Caleb was special and different from other children, but I always thought he would grow out of it. I never really understood that this is something he will have to deal with his entire life.

God blessed me with these two wonderful children to take care of. Aidan with his cerebral palsy and anxiety, and Caleb with his issues. I know God does not make mistakes, and that I am strong enough to help both of these beautiful boys. Now would be nice if my head would believe what my heart already knows.

Back to the drawing board

It has been ages since I have written anything on this. My life seems to have been throwing me curve balls lately. What are you supposed to do when you can't get away from the abuse in your life? Feeling trapped all of the time, and never really knowing where to turn next. My children have seemed to take over my life completely and my writing has had to take a backseat to the rest of my life this past summer.

However, I am happy to report that I am back at the drawing board getting ready to write again. The kids are safe in school and it will give me a few hours to get something accomplished for a change.

Did not realize how much I have lost touch with this story line. I remember where I was going with it, but not the how to get there. Wish me luck and please keep us in your prayers. Lord knows we could use the help.